Sunday, January 9, 2011

Not-so-perfect Plan

Its so easy to think with your head; it's equally as easy to feel with your heart.
But what happens when you try to think with your heart and feel with your head?

Confusion. A lot. You think you know what you want but apparently you don't. You promise yourself and justify very convincingly that you won't be feeling any of these emotions but you do anyway.

Segregation. You think, "No emotions involved! Of course, now that I've said it, it's not going to happen!" If only it was that easy. So then you're overwhelmed by emotions and suddenly you realize that your "perfect plan" isn't really perfect. Perfectly idiotic maybe, but not perfect.

When you finally see the fact that you've been stupid by thinking- even for a split second-that you can control your heart and think with it, the feeling of annoyance is overwhelming.

And then somewhere, deep down inside, the void that you wanted to fill with this "perfect plan" re-emerges.

At the end of the day, you're left with emotions you don't want to deal with, a hurt ego, a defeated brain, a void that's threatening to eat up your insides and a not-so-perfect plan.

Note to self: Plan needs correction. BIG TIME.


  1. exactly, heart rules the man n man rules the world, i thnk only saints of extreme northern himalayas can do dat,emotions controller device of humans is alwayz a celeron proccessor, cant ctrl nythn..nice post BTW

  2. wow..that is like completely my head and my heart..beautifully put :)

    p.s. if you find a correction in the plan, let us know.. :P :)