Monday, January 30, 2012

White Flag

You think I find this easy? To lose you day by day and watch you slip into an altered reality where I don't exist? You think I enjoy the cocky comments and jokes that you make? You think I don't care?

Can't you see what you're doing to yourself? You're everything you told me you wouldn't be. What happened to all that you said to me? All the promises you made? Everything you stood for and believed in?

I don't even know who you are anymore and its killing me everyday to see you like that. I don't even exist to you anymore. Watching you do this to yourself tears me up. And there's nothing I can do about it.

Absolutely nothing.


  1. It's amazing how I can relate post to every single post of yours.
    And so true it is... everyone leaves in the end :(

  2. I've felt this way so many times that I can almost finish your sentences. Be strong. Let no one define your emotions but you.

  3. WOW. Exactly my state of mind :O