Bitter

Emotions of joy and sorrow is something we all feel often enough in our lives. But the feeling of being bitter is something I haven't felt as strongly as I do now. And for once, my tears aren't that of sorrow, they're tears of frustration and infuriation.

Frustration at my lack of will to work on my dreams.

Frustration at my foolishness of believing that falling in love wouldn't hurt.

Frustration at my mediocrity.

Frustration about being idle.

Frustration of feeling horribly lonely even in a room full of people.

Frustration at the tears that just won't stop.

Frustration about not getting work done.

But most of all, frustration because I'm not doing anything about any of it.