Nobody knows who i am. Nobody knows my past. Nobody knows whats going on in my head. They don't even know what the expressions on my face mean.
I can be whoever I want to be. I'm torn between who I was and who I want to suddenly be. I fear falling into the same patterns with new people.
A stupid mistake and my cover gets blown. I can't be someone else - Reinventing myself isn't as easy as I thought it was. I'm just back to being my old self - the same thoughts, same dialogues, same tears, same expectations.
Are the people really new then? Is the place really new? Does it matter if the country is different?
I feel the same way I used to back "home".
Only, now I feel it 2500 miles away.
Just be what you are. That's all there is to life.
ReplyDeleteTake care :)
Just be yourself and enjoy the new surroundings.
ReplyDeleteAh, you'll figure it out.. maybe it's all about balancing the new and the old..
ReplyDeleteGoodluck with that:)
:) Anywhere is home, isn't it?
ReplyDeletecorrect d mistake frm d past n reinvent urself. d new within u...:):)
ReplyDeleteHeave your old-self out and Live it the way u saw it , Cuz life might be too short to sit and brood over things :)
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